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չգիտեմ սա կկարդաս թե չէ երբևիցե, քանի որ չունեմ քեզնից ոչ մի լուր... ու եթե այդպես ավելի լավ է քեզ համար, որ ոչ մի շփում չլինի, չես տեսնի...
areyoustillbloggin
Nov 17, 20241 min read
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Silence
I'll write this in first person. 14-May-2024 Everything sucks. I have no desire to live, to breath, to survive. At this time, I am not...
areyoustillbloggin
May 14, 20243 min read
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It sounded so cold
He typed and deleted, typed and deleted. - That's too much. - That's too cold. - No, you shouldn't say anything. - No, you can't not say...
areyoustillbloggin
Mar 4, 20244 min read
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Today's Gift
It's 9.29pm. He's out late, it's almost time to go home. This is pretty typical though, he hits the gym or the studio after work around...
areyoustillbloggin
Jan 17, 20243 min read
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2024
Just a few days left, and the new year starts. Everyone is thinking of their new year resolutions, what they hope to accomplish, what...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 28, 20231 min read
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Love is in the air
In one day, the weather turned from winter to spring. In one day, maybe, just maybe, everything will be ok. There is hope again. There...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 28, 20231 min read
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Deep within
"Can I play the piano?" he asked. "Sure, of course" the host responded. There was no one there. He just wanted to let his feelings out....
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 24, 20232 min read
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A little bit selfish
He's more in love than he can describe. Nothing matters when she's not around. Nothing matters when they aren't in good terms. Nothing...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 24, 20232 min read
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An angel
Sip. Another sip. Feels the alcohol hit. Hasn't hit nearly hard enough for things to make sense. He truly feels like the world is...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 22, 20233 min read
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Wants them to laugh
He just wants it all to be ok. Many barriers ahead, some easy to predict, others not. He wants to laugh. He wants her to laugh, too. ...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 22, 20231 min read
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Doesn't know
The last time he didn't think about her. When was it? Was there such a time? He doesn't remember. It almost seems like he always did,...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 22, 20231 min read
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Not one of those times
He feels pain. A physical one. Right this moment he's struggling. He's sitting silent and there is nothing he can do with it. He...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 21, 20231 min read
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The missing piece
He's nearly complete. Nearly. Just 1 missing piece. Life's been all about finding that piece. Without it, all other pieces don't make...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 21, 20231 min read
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Anytime now
Anytime now, she’ll be there. Heart beats like a clock. Lights and Christmas everywhere, white walls, sprinkles, trees — you can sense...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 21, 20231 min read
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Not for 1 second
He didn't let go. He'd never done that before, with anyone. He wasn't sure it was possible, until it was already done. He didn't know...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 21, 20231 min read
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Portuguese
It was Portuguese, with a soft melody. It wasn't jazz, but not far from it. It was soft. Not as soft her skin against his when she...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 20, 20231 min read
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It's late
Yeah. It's late. I'm done for the night. Still, nothing has changed, head's still in the same place. Same thoughts. Wonder if she's...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 20, 20231 min read
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The thoughts
It's only been a few hours, but without the connection right this moment, there is emptiness of some kind. Something is missing. Well,...
areyoustillbloggin
Dec 20, 20231 min read
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